Sunday, October 31, 2010

Last six weeks

Hello and Happy Halloween, I have been stressed out in the last six weeks.  My Mother and my Sister (my best friend) live so far away that I don't get to see them very often.  My Mother is 84 with health issues, so I think about her all the time and if the phone rings, you know what I am expecting.  I just spent a week there at my Mother's house and it was not long enough.  I really don't care to fly especially by myself.  So all that was stressful for me. 
Then there is this disease that my 3 year old grandson may have.  So far he only has the skin abnormalities (he had an echocardiogram for a heart murmer) and he has an appointment in November to check his retinas.   The echocardiogram and the eye check-up are both diagnostic tools to rule out the disease.  I hate how you have to wait forever to first, get the appointment with a specialist and then wait longer for the answers.  This all started with his pediatrician back in the summer.  That is why I wanted to research Tuberous Sclerosis Complex.
I am so worried about my baby!
Then there is my finances, I won't go into detail, but I need to finish my degree and get to work.
My water heater is not working correctly and I need brakes on my car.  I know, I know, this is just life.
I also have issues of my own, I have a disability that does not show (I'm not going to reveal what).  Stress and anxiety are not my friends.  I am trying to keep positive, I believe that whatever you need and ask God to help you, that he does.  Let go and let God!!      Janice

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